My husband nilonao all the beauty still desire

"I'm not your wife from now on. Allow me to understand. We man do? "Getruda appeared angry, I decided to settle down as I nyeshewa and rain.
Indicated hour indicator at nine and a quarter at night, my wife was full of heart fukutiko that was heavy, but he was angry but he struggled to push it to kunitamanisha. Soon he entered the room and follow all the belongings of his cabinet which yanampendezesha woman's attractiveness husband or fiance or virile man. Took a little time he jipodoa and kujipara, I do not oil the lotion, cream, spices, Panjaa lipshine etc.. Hakuishia he was wearing a skirt fupo, which they call indicating believe yaliyonona thighs, and briefly kibilauzi many call "Topu" display with proportional kilichoumbika hub, facial powder for the cats away and kujipulizia fragrant perfume of love. Wife with stylish shape, soft to the eyes of my wife calling, though he struggled with all of those things but it was okay and to mask shriek, I remain as zobah and mbege.
All efforts kujipara spices, tabasamum plump! I remained in the beauty that I Wawona, and yet is because I was not to be. Patriotism beat him, then he started asking.
"My husband nilonao all the beauty still desire? tell me you love me or you love me "" I love you "
"Now if you love me, why is nationality ..." he kept supplication every day, every minute, every second.
"Forgive me, my wife talked procedures neighbors will hear." I spoke in a low voice I've called my wife's knees, I'd neighborhood to identify weaknesses I have.
"More easily find my apologies, but I want to do I told you, you understood my husband" my wife severely reduces a bit and begins to adopt his left hand he searched my chest.
"Come let us go up tizame tape X on the video of the closet" My wife talked to kunibembeleza, believed him as a woman should ambembeleze her husband should treat the things he loved to love likomaa and reach the top.
We arrived at the room, I fell in bed indolent spirit ikiniuma "The disease of killing power of the male I find it to? Or a genie wife do? Why am married and my penis no power, why? Jenifer why I satisfy him enough. Mother-in-law kaniloga what. He does not want to be with her son "He cassette tapes in a drawer and then said" I aununua belt for you. I strive every manner draw you surrounding me partner "Getruda talked citing plump smile.
"Then after watching what kiendeleee?" I spoke with great concern for blurting again, I felt confused.
"For me to be who you are married to you, or I do. Tell me it is not blurting yasiona words meaning "Getruda grew rap.
"Options make it a nuisance, I know this is a burden, or what?" She said sweetheart Getruda heart.
"So yaishe partner, reduce anger"
"Ooo! Behold, you will want to learn something "
"Yes, to learn vyoridhishana whites". Getruda was reduced a little anger is making me all that I simke.
"Sitting! With me? "Actually I quite confused, I kkuwa been spewing words yasiona based on, I even saw me limbukeni answer.
"Do not wonder, is to stay with you!" Getruda he kept filled with rage all night not sleeping is kukoromeana underworld, joins with other words of apology.
"Nicaea and you only?" I kept kumyumbisha for wonderful words provided papambazuke leave his hands. I wanted to leave to go to work they may fear.
"Accepts eee!, Tell me you do not want?"
"Aaaaa! And agree entirely without fear "the answer lilimfurahisha Getruda my wife believed I had sex shortly.
"And well, I thank my husband, and I will give you what you want, but I've never had sex but I will cede you will want to do." Once he started singing
"So my husband Sweedy, you are you do not have one, as is a group of birds in the bush then you are my choice, others do not see, I love you alone I beg to shine our love ling'are darkness ..." Alitunga song moments.
Getruda, my wife approached me put to bed after the sex tape, she nikumbatiam we began kuviringishana around. But fears Niger where I remember sex with my wife, I believe there is nothing more would continue to torment Getruda. And I was ready to know my weakness, I fear if he knew then he would ask for a divorce, but it would not open secret, every corner of the world.
After exhausting kisses, she slept with backward as he looks, for fear I see the corner, I could not face looking at them.
"Look at me let me know you love me," I pomtizama for contraction, I heard him say (Ooooohhh! Honey you look at me, without uttering any word ")" Ooooohhh! Partner you looks without speaking a word! "Nilituliza eyes face of Getruda, saturated surface bait. Although I understand the enthusiasm of my wife but I failed to do so and appear nimfanyie manfully and brave man, not only the reputation of the married couple in church. But should nimburudishe my wife to take him to keep his limbs, so reassuring absence with grief in his heart.
However, my wife was not tired and my plot, he continued kunishika assumed, that walked me tired. He felt important and medicine is going and I bathroom shower, we went to the bathroom and start showering together, but did not see my penis when excited at all. Fear started infect did not believe he saw vyonihisi is just an ordinary fatigue. He was not a spirit of despair, in the bathroom he struggled to touch and grope my limbs, I did not show any symptoms.
Getruda he niogesha muogesha.Tulipomaliza and I took the soap and bush showers we went to the room we've scored towels. Getruda appeared to be a rage in his heart.
"My husband is like me can see from the spirit, but was forced by your parents so this is not two months from now fulfilled unioe do not want to have sex. Where is the sanctity of marriage? May I unieleze as hinitaki kimekusibu leave or what? "
When he described the tears were yanambubujika, believed right not the solution, wiped tears procedures for lesso, came near me and kunizungushia arms around the waist, while ninong'oneza "Sweedy there anything I chokuridhisha my husband. Unieleze beg me to adjust. "Please tell me now. I need to know, how will I live without your love? "
"Everything you satisfied but ... it's just ... I ... is ...." I stuttered drag yaliyochanganyikanana words, I could not pronounce properly sensed fever, I know a couple ingeingia flaws.
"But you do?. Say why you maliziii? "He nikaripia aloud.
"Are you okay?" He asked.
"AAAA!, Even a little," I replied in a low voice,
"Or ..... penginenimekuudhi without me understand ...., meaning mother says I am stubborn and I do not know how to take care of someone, right?" Getruda grew kunidadisi.
"No," I responded in a tone of grief.
"Oke, which means that because of the angle shift work are you?"
"So my wife is wrong, I will endeavor to give you love nakuahidi plump!, Which will erase all the memories I bear offensive"
"If not, then allow me to kiss, make me feel happy heart" my wife spoke with him near me closer.
Nilisita bit then I bowed head and face appearance side of her lips and kumbus for laziness laziness (inactive). Nilipomgusa only his lips, was hugged me accordingly, with his hands and kuning'ang'ania and kisses and a long series and even a lukewarm temperature poniachia hilihisi I miss it. At first I kissed skepticism and reluctantly, but then I damaged a fervent kisses Getruda I found myself enamored of being zimesisimua entire body, I answer the attacks to force kisses while I tent spirit over the top.
After kisses yaliotuweka conditions will, for zilimpanda libido and desire to love at the same time without delay. Pointer at the wall showed the eleventh hour and a half, close to dawn. Cocks were yakiwika every corner of the chicken breeders.
"My husband will listen" Getruda told me, face and eyes were yamelegea deface deface.
"Eee! Mothers say "I coughed hypocritical to say.
"Near the day breaks. I want to remove the minds of trade, debt, I know the work put your thoughts about my love to you, beg for love motomoto.Kwani uniridhishe sixty days from now unioe you having sex with me. So today is the end, if you do not make the act of marriage, my divorce I pray, I can not sit as an ornament, cartoons into your home. Sijaja kukupikia here stomach and let it go ahead, I'm not your maid, understand today, I am no longer married to your wife "Getruda had changed suddenly and did not want to laugh with me, he needs to grow its own right.
"All these things you said I've put in mind but I beg you to give me mu ...." Before I end words, I katishwana tone of Getruda.
"Let me give you what, why do I know?"
"Understand that I need to have a baby. Want me to call it a certain mother, not my name Getruda "Getruda grew kunifokea, I could not understand Who is being persecuted amount hicho.Niliwafikiria my evil mind who did it did not have the same savagery.
"Yes ..." I responded in a low voice and compassion even I did not believe it came into my mouth, concerns the Niger heart, I felt distorted I blame the parents who nitafutia wife. I wish I knew that I would not have these problems Agree to marry.
"Go ahead and borrow the lights then let partner" Getruda he kept making me ilegee feet and no power of movement, self ilinyauka as tobacco leaf lililosubiri crushing, sweat of fear lilinichuruzika. Part to extinguish the lamp was almost like three stages but I see twenty kilometer distance.
Nilijikamua competitiveness and the rise in bed, for laziness I moving on a light switch. It was an act of five seconds but I did saba.nilipofika minutes on the whole I switch the lights, the body had been shivering with cold but not worrying about to have sex with my wife.
I wanted my wife to dismiss the concerns I receive not night and day, but I could not tell me where to start and where to end up?. Despite the failure to dismiss, I feared secret ingefichuka and every man would mount serious eye blame.
Developed a fast method to help me, my marriage, to my wife not to discover the problems I have, I returned to bed and stir himself up on the wall of the bed, slowly I put the fingers of the right hand on my arm, the end of the mouth near the throat, and not zikupita eight seconds, I threw up a series . That portion of my rib on kitanda.Niliamini to do so would my wife why I was sick. But strange began they would strip my clothes rather than figure out a way to remove vomit in bed, began they would strip pants. Alichoka my words every day I complained, aches, stomach times, pneumonia, vomiting, headache etc..
After they would strip clothes, he stripped and him too. "The water you yavulia clothes you should kuyaoga" he said in a voice iliojaa anger and affection. The heartbeat of Getruda started going faster and the whole body was excited after they would strip all clothing.
"Today should be, I do not care for you or not sting!, Every day you complain, cramps, pain, vomiting, fatigue time, today is today". Gradually he began kunitomasa then I was quiet as the bug kifaulongo and discourses of delirium as I continued to give sick.
"My husband then got up to do." Getruda he encouraged me with being a little shook my hand was raised.
"Wait a bit naumwa and fever"
"It has a fever today" My wife was really tired and the number of diseases that I have been mentions every day.
"Let fever, you Shaa today, I hear, what I want is just love, do not bring me a story of the novel, the long story of the design, I need that!, Do you man? Hivyooo! "Getruda began to despise my wife after seeing I have nothing. I started to cry when I complained I oniingia diseased and my marriage, I cursed disease felt like I cut off the fingers than a weak sexual power. My cry was painful with my spirit. Along with drinking herbal medicine from a variety of picking before Maasai still suffer conjugal exceed.
"My wife dared derogatory. Nguoni abused to insult me!, Actually has nichoka "I tried to blame my wife, but did not help things.
"Yes, I am bored, I ask my divorce this morning this longolongo I want" my wife had changed suddenly and kunitizama to anger, as there would be a possibility of kuniadhibu then he chastised accordingly. I had not been gentle marriage would hook ingesambaratika and I were single.
"My wife allow me to eases feeling to tell you ..." I spoke with the voice of the weakness of the vesicular iliyona kunitoka tears, when I missed a major concern Getruda. Sikupenda simply leave and I got Getruda wife and parents, with the state of virginity wife, who has never touched.
"I have had enough of your wonderful things you want to tell me why?"
"I know you hate me if I explain kilichonisibu also will not believe yaliyonikuta partner". I spoke yakinilengalenga tears in the eyes, and feel the spirit iliniuma nisiye and benefits do not need to live on earth, I want to die ilinisiendelee and suffering. My cry was very sad!, Compassion and enter my wife, and asked me nimuelezee poor.
"My husband me explain what this misfortune, do not be afraid to be open not hide anything as it is likely I will support partner" voice of my wife and I heard the voice of an angel kuifananisha of grace. Nikajikaza with all eyes run with tears yaliyolowanisha eyelids.
"My wife is dead are not being formed, listen to me as a person from kilizavyo words of God, I have a factory in adulteration its Chemical, unfortunate chemical yatindikali ilinidondokea on the skin around my penis and kunisababishia weak body, I beg do not leave me dear, I ask you to forgive me if I have wronged lover, I believe I am wrong. Sikuyataka but happened coincidence "I spoke false parallelism fact, as I speak the more I cry, I want to speak a lie but I had to speak pure lies ilikuinusuru marriage and my shame, I mwangikiwa and acidic, a disease that onitokea who did not know where they came from and who brought the disease, are is Jenipher or who is it? "
"Now if you have problems you know you why you married boyfriend?, You persecuting me, you have lost my free time" Getruda he kept complaining but I obtained mercy.
"Ah, that's why every day has complained kunitajia many diseases and all that is dodgy ..." Getruda she thought in mind.
"My wife problems occurred three days before the marriage, and I know that I suffer with acid, I knew I had to get married transferred virile husband" my words yalimuingia Getruda my wife and I truly believe it is an accident of kumwagikiwa and acidic.
"How I will live without the fruit of marriage, that I will live to tell me how?, I live right up with you, I've never met the man, I rely on you he would break my corral, now would be how? I beg your attention "eyes of mercy yalitua my face, I would have ceased as a suspect who was awaiting trial execution.
"My wife's not worry. No kinachoharibika endure a little "
"I can not kukuvumilia again my husband. Allow me to divorce quickly "I wanted to leave, possibly to leave my house, I think it lingenisaidia but I found myself thinking and nafsi.Nilitulia claimed as several seconds so I tried to splice pain.

"Swore before the shepherd that will live with me with patience ..." Before I end my words, I interrupted and tone.
"Yes. Nimevumilia exhausted, that I understand that today believe'm hormonal "Getruda he said, looks like someone had eniandalia insult.
"I want to go overseas to be investigated further"
"What country?"
"UK ...." Nilipumua bit then I went on to explain, this time I told him, I could not believe that he could understand what I want to know it and obey it "Getruda kiliwaahidi my parents love you and I will live with you until God comes to our hearts"
"Sweedy you know the true meaning of marriage?" Getruda asked me as he nitumbulia eyes.
"Yes," I replied in a low voice and gentle at all, having bowed bundle as sheep.
"If you know the meaning yake.Mbona I see what you mean marriage between me and you?" Then I deep breath and let the power, "Ooooopphhhh." Has come to see himself sometimes even compassion.
"Not nishakuambia my problem?" Exceeded excitable heart.
"So if you want me to break our marriage will futie your brother until you aniridhishe romantic escape"
"I am not my brother's wife wangu.Kwa what males do not have the patience?" Tears now kunidondoka as water began to drip, I felt wronged my right, but I want the path of peace between me and my wife.
"Wait wait yaumiza bellies" I look at Getruda, my wife and I gungua not have a chance again to Have patience with. His eyes only, was sufficient answer that he left to search for another man.
"I wait for answer me quickly, I do not joke anymore. Ushanipotezea Sweedy too much time "Voice of the cry I hear ikigonga my ear drums, I tried to cast eyes of compassion, that probably would reduce words. I could not answer him anything, instead I remained silent as I brought the news of the tragedy of my closest relatives.
"Your Contempt itakuponza. I do not want to divorce yako.Naondoka, our repeat my body still allows me kuolewa.Kama is virgin still have such a bearing is sufficient kabisaa.Kwanini miss my mume.Uzuri nishahidi that I would marry my glory, our new "Getruda talked to rise seat which went to the bedroom. Look at me I remained without speaking a word about yetu.Sikutarajia see what is in front of me when he Getruda o.Nilimuona languo kabeba large bag coming out of it out varandani.
"My wife please allow me to put a bag down tuongee.Unapochukua this decision is not the solution. It's reasonable resolution to streamline a good relationship, since the creation of the family, no one whereupon it contention and conflict within the house ..... "I have a deep breath and bring down procedures, it is obvious that I get tired of defending my marriage was to mount serious Getruda isianguke.Wakati the eye, his bag as kalishikilia mkononi.Nikavuta action and reach around, I held the hand I tried lamented in front, "Please do not nishike.Muda live for you to do is isha.Mume O vain ..." Nilimkatisha his words, "We forgive my wife, I will continue to call my wife because I love you, I beg you patient. Conjugal nikuvumiliana there today and tomorrow, remember the dead are not being formed, it can MKUKUTA to you, perhaps you find that right partner ajali.Sikupenda .... This is normal, the key is how to solve scratches hii.Mfano would be having these problems you would do what? "
I spoke slowly and wisely Getruda been trying to persuade my wife. He drew a breath and bring down.
"I beg you to give me your partner husband earn uhuru.Utakubali me in?"
"No. You will be a stigma they jinsia.Getruda you want to hurt me wangu.Nakupenda heart and I pray have patience, perhaps nimajaribu god "right ikashindikana I endured the tears yalinitoka without kutegemea.Nilitamani stay alone, although I did not believe as true Getruda would nihifadhia secret yangu.Angeenda explaining what parents wake.Kuna one can break without estranged couple, the household conflicts?. thought it made him hurt me and kunikera heart.
"Choose one ...." Alitulia, and lick her lips then kunitizama to dharau.Dharau I discovered that it is through such saw me is nothing is nothing to him.
"You say you love me so much?"
"Do not you know that?"
"I do not know because you yourself you showed me your love to me"
"Have you said you love me?"
"Yes ... I know you have a song"
"May I kayoishi unichagulie life from now on"
"Then I will let you choose the best partner do not want nidhalilishe."
"I have no other option than any of kunitafutia your brother" She said again looking a riasi.
"There is my dear friend whom we are close. He is my confidant, my secret is his is his and my will I tell my cry. I believe he will listen and treat it as his cries and will help small conjugal trouble us. This man is my wealthy man named Elder Jophu. You will have your heart unihifadhie this embarrassment. Was the one who brought that day and I turn to her father when I was talking privately with the Father. "I tried to tell my wife that maybe she would agree to walk with my best friend, other than relatives, and take kinitunzia my respect as her husband. Although spirits were aching extraditing my fellow hedge. Nor was I able to discover that the old man who planned Jophu the doctor hit me with poison needles.
"If you have marriage problems what. Solution is married to a peaceful break not want kujidhalilisha as men still exist on earth? Furthermore I shakutaarifu that I've never touched, I still have a great chance to get married, not to mention I have been married machangudoa young girl. I can not understand you at all I wanted was my divorce. Living with you is akin to comparing death to sleep "My wife nibadilikia sudden, I could not believe the words of his mouth. The situation ilininyima find peace and I cried like a baby who need breast of its mother after he had missed all day long without breastfeeding.
"I do not cry for you because I am pouring the acid? Most blamed pouring and not mimi.Kweli ving'aavyo not the gold. I repent married to men who marry late in life, perhaps it was the stress from the past ". Getruda abounding heart to hurt me.
"Well I know I do not have the benefit of living in the world, I will leave you own importance to this world, you must die ....... not long you will call me late not Sweedy again," I found myself the devil wicked will go into the scalp and conquer my mind, I decided to commit suicide just did not want to live with suffering . I left and entered our room, I shut the partner and seek rope ready to give my life. Planned to commit suicide and I decided to do as a literally mind me, I'd live with the harassment, persecution of conjugal.
I had the room to search a string of suicide, Getruda my wife a few hours, he would call me late instead of Sweedy. Getruda referring to the flow of ideas he heard my voice, (LORD YOU KNOW MY TRIBLES) "" God, you know my passion "When I say those words, I shafunga loop on the roof of numba.Nilikuwa I planned stool two being zimebebana, I began to incorporate neck gallows, I sure string will not be broken. Another voice followed me farewell. "Getuuuuu! I root for all the brothers blessed, I'm not ready yet choose to abuse my weakness, so god knows ". Gradually I began to push the stool I oikanyaga to idondoke and nijinyonge, then invokes death without stool ilidondoka ikaninyonga rope.
"Ahiiiii" I gave voice to trouble sana.Kutoa one more word, I counterfeit and had natapatapa as illus water.
"Quick Getu got up and I stepped off kuekekea sound, I believed I was brought back and blame najiua why he gave me words of severity rather than comfort.
"All sin is me, would not I would not kill myself, I must earnestly rescue and death," Getu he began to call me in a tone of compassion, "Sweedy ... Sweedy ... may I hear your wife talking. I am sorry I have gathered that I agree with your friend. May I Understand partner will observe your love and your privacy. If nikujiua then I will let you keep waiting for me to talk to commit suicide. "Getu proceeded to call me without getting an answer. It was an act of quickly took a decision to break the door and go inside, he found me I've entered bubbles provision puani.Aliona knife holding table, Hakupendakupoteza time, the motion of lightning cut the cords and was falling down like a sack of beans, he ponigusa sent hand chest to see if I was alive. Strange that he did not hear the heartbeat going. Itupatupa feet so I was here and there, being out as the tongue lizard. Conditions exist, he did not lie alive again and believe zisingepita ten minutes I lose life.
My weight was not a significant factor in turning Getruda fail to hold me, has struggled to pull me out where he can call for a taxi driver who knew him. Roughly two minutes, he heard a car outside the building likiegeshwa us.
"How hashem. It has been what? "Taxi driver asked.
"Wee achatu.Hebu tumuwahishe hospital later conversation"
Walinibeba on over to the car, the driver and opened the back door, where they were laid flat and fast mlango.Hawakukawia reach Mount meru referral hospital for treatment zaidi.Getruda he brought me a doctor's office to turn.
"She is particularly troubled by what?"